Every once in a while something comes out of the blue to remind you that there's things you can tell only yourself. Because only you would ever understand.
I love you, Zonk. And you come closer to being in my own head than most flesh and blood people ever will. But this is where I draw the line. A thing of the mind I cannot tell to those who are almost in it.
I will leave this song here instead. Its a rough demo, and the girl with the gorgeous voice I wish I could have only got like half an hour to learn it. So the tune is actually slightly different in some places, but it doesn't actually matter. Plus the intro's too fast. It should be way slower but I was hyper. The intro should also be the outro. This is not fully done.
Anyway. This song I wrote sometime during the first rain last year. While I was reading An Equal Music for the first time. That was a nice time. I don't think I want to explain the song itself..but I will post the lyrics. Except I don't think cyberspace is a safe place to paste your own lyrics in. Specially if you care about them. So I'll make a compromise and paste them in tiny font. Don't tell me that is pointless cos I already know it is and I'm gonna do it anyway. If you know me a little, Zonk, you'll know how much I care about lyrics..
I have never put up my music before. I'm thinking of Yeats now, one particular quote. A cookie to whoever guesses which one. And google won't give you instant answers this time :) In any case. Here it is..